Unto Hyperspace!

Faster than light

Defeat the times

To the unknown

Become one with the force

The Sands are Whispering, The Paths They are Changing

I stopped and looked at the back today Do I see beauty?

Do I see destructions?

I never know

Because none ever matters

Matters no one ever.

Love Letter

Love letter written by the kids, child's play they say

The heart speak I say.

The Eyes See What They Want To See

I always said that the concept of truth is like the horizon, a person stands in one place wouldn’t be able to grasp what others see. Put it simply to fulfill the concept, you can see it, others can see it, but nobody can comprehend what is the absoluteness of truth, it’s because each one sees what they want to see. A different perspective for every person.

Just like the door, all we can think are “is it bolted?” “is it locked?” “is somebody just closed it?” or ”are we the one that lost the key?”

What if I tell you, that the key or lock did not exist and the door is a figment of our imagination, painted by an artist which makes we believe that we’re being locked out. Just like the concept of a horizon-slash-truth, you wanted to see a door and its lock, you’ll see a locked door. Where as in other’s perception the locked door might not exist at all.

Now if you still see a locked door, turn back and take a look. You’re being locked outside, where fate always cross, chances are always present like inconsistency and beauty hides itself in chaos.

Something is not right with me

Because I blame myself for everything that happen in my surroundings.

I want to write!

But I don't know how to start

It ain't déjà vu

It's history repeating itself

Luck

 

I guess I am still lucky to be able to see such sights in my lifetime.

Cheers

I Wonder

I wonder, if you really missed the past you had and all the people on it. Do you also miss the state of being with me?

14

This number used to mean something for me. Well to tell you the truth it still is, and how large is it? no words can describe it. I just want to wish that people can feel what I feel when this number appears on the calendar and above all of them, you. Happy May 14th

I promise myself today and forever one thing; "In my pursuit of happiness, never ever it will across my thought at the very least, to destroy the happiness, the feeling and the laying foundation of life of somebody else, because I wouldn't know whether the people that I've hurted will recover from all the pain or never at all."

Questions for the Questioners

Somebody asked her: "Have you ever thought of what his feelings might be when you do that?" I responded "Do they, the one who asked the one who did, know what the big picture looks like? do they even know how do I feel?"

Good God, it's tiring and painful to put on a smiling face everyday.To say that everything's okay To believe that in the end everything is going well. To keep strong always.

A Tribute to The Woman That Always There

I believe you always with all my heart, body and soul. Every little words you said, every thing that you have done and every move you make. I may not be as loving as you wanted me to be, but that is because I believe that my proclamation of love to is bigger than words.

I always believe that all I need is you  today, tonight and forever and there are no days I have never think of something like that.

I am sorry for all the hurt that I have caused to you, I never meant it and I'll to anything to mend it.

I support you and your life and I wish for your happiness always.

I thank you for all the sacrifices that you've done for me, I will be gladly to repay that with my devotion for you.

You will always be there, you can always come back to me because you are truly an exception in my life.

And I wish you will be with me till the end.

Because and only because I love you so much.

Thought of The Day

If you have fallen so deep but you are able to put your feet together again, you did not recover to your old self. You transcend to someone else, who have fallen and learn how to stand up.

(and yet) Another Resolution

Over the past, I have seen people being taught by the universe regarding the karma, its principles and the very valuable lessons that could be generated from it. However most people are not taking any lessons at all, or simply they didn't realise that the lessons were there. Many things causing this,  the most visible perpetrator is the emotion; it shrouded our judgement and vision like a mist and it denies our logic above all. Emotion, basicly would turn a person to the very thing I loathe.

However, the more we loathe or hate, the more we become all of those things that we hate or loathe.

Thus I asked God for objectivity, to shed the mist from my judgement and to allow me to see with clarity. To learn from karmic existence without any ounce of emotion running from it.

Make me embrace reality for all it is and how bitter it is, with no fear or loathe and hate. For I do not wish to become that very thing  that I loathe, fear and hate.

I wish to be straight not bent

I wish to be honest not crooked

I wish to be truth not lies

I wish to be cure not disease

I wish to be aids not trouble

I wish to be peace not war.

And I wish these all to all the people, so there are no need for loathe, fear and hate.

Cheers

Before Pieces Fall to Dusts

Let me be one of those people who copy and paste song lyrics and put it on their blog. Dunno why but I find Razorlight pretty cachy right now although Borrell remain as an arrogant bastard as ever.

"Before I Fall To Pieces" 

Oh one more drink and then I'll go But there's one more thing I've got to know Does he take you places that I don't? What happened to the story that we wrote?

You just say you don't know, you don't know Oh no you don't know, you don't know

Woo

Oh let's just get this whole thing straight I don't wanna kidnap the truth and negotiate Or miss the point that they met you Just wanna hear you say something that you believe to be true

You say you don't know, you don't know You just say you don't know, you don't know What it feels like What it feels like

And so I'll go before I fall to pieces Yes I'll go before I fall to pieces

Now I'm just waiting for something that might never come If it's a million to one shot I'll make sure I won Seems that nothing is safe, except the truth turns to lies Never figured it out, I figured out why

So I'll go, yes I'll go Yes I'll go, yes I'll go Oh baby I'll go, oh yes I'll go Yes I'll go, oh yes I'll go Before I fall to pieces Before I fall to pieces Yes I'll go before I fall to pieces Yes I'll go before I fall to pieces Ohhhhhhh Ohhh Ohhh

 Now  the question (there always is a questions): Can pieces shattered again to smaller incomprehensible and insignificant speck of dust?

Cheers

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Our Drug Culture: The Love of Antibiotics

Writer’s notes: When I write “our” on the title I am referring to people in South East Asia or Asia Pacific and most particularly in Indonesia. Last time I fall sick, I was doing an experiment on myself. Not that I fall sick due to the experiment, I was experimenting on how long I could recover fully from the sickness by not coming to the doctor and moreover to not consume any antibiotic to recover myself.

It took me a month.

The people here loves their antibiotic and especially the doctor that prescribe them with the antibiotic. A doctor which could cure their patients in a single visit, is a good doctor and very kind as well, because not only the patients get cured easily they also kind of doctor who won’t take any advantage of the patients. But how will it affect the general populations in the future? while science and medical students are very aware of the term ”super-bugs”, the general population do not. The continuos bombardment of antibiotic, and the low understanding regarding the use is giving way to these “super-bugs” to increase in the terms of numbers and kinds.

What are the “super-bugs?”

They could be present as the insects which capable to resist the strongest insecticide, or as the infamous Methicillin Resistant Streptococcus Aureus (MRSA), regardless of the name they could only mean one thing. Trouble.

Like every species, this super-bugs have come a long way, they evolve from the most primitive form to the ones which contain all the necessity to survive. Humans evolve from apes (creationists please do not argue on this), as a species we learn to use tools and to exploit the nature in order to gain the favour, whether to hunt or gather, in a simpler word, we learn how to survive. These super-bugs are also the same, although they don’t use tools they survive because of the difference in their genetic material.

Consider the case of the white butterfly on the height of Industrial revolution in England. They originally were white in colour, because living in a temperate climate they need the colour tone in order to survive from their hunter. however some of them born in a unusual circumstances, with black instead of white as their wings. Easier to be recognised, easier to be hunted is the fate of these black butterfly, however the Industrial Revolution came, and the usual white snow was polluted to become black, and the condition was altered. For the benefit of the story let’s just say, nowadays there are more black butterfly than the white one in England.

The story above is the similar picture in the context of the super-bugs, where they actually also the product natural selections, however the one who acts as the “natural selections” are none other than mankind with their love of antibiotics.

"So it's just a little bugger which is difficult to be eliminated?" not exactly. This little bugger causes many hospital acquired infection on patients which are recovering from their diseases and finally could cause complications or even death. The fact that they are more antibiotics resistant, would make them very difficult to eliminate with the present level of antibiotics and if they could be eliminated there is still chances for them to evolved to be resistant to that particular antibiotic.

What can we do?

Consider MRSA as a very expensive experience, we can actually slow down the transformation of other bacteria or viruses to become the next "super-bugs", avoiding arms race between species. How to slow down the transformation is easy that is by do not using antibiotic in order to cure non-significant diseases (common cold, sore throat, fever etc.). The problems (sigh) lies on whether people could understand that they are not supposed to take antibiotic as simple as taking candy.

To raise awareness about this antibiotic issue is the solution, however is not the same as raising awareness about issues like the global warming. It is more like putting a warning on cigarettes' pack  to tell people the hazard to your health, however it seldom kept them away from smoking. Furthermore, by telling this, people must accept that evolution is real and we are part of it, while in this region people still believe that evolution is a concept where man comes from primate.

It would be long and lengthy process to educate the people, perhaps as long as the development of the new super-bugs, however as it is necessary to be done, none is too late after all.

The movement could began in hospitals or clinics by doctors, in which if there are any patients coming with the symptoms of cold or fever try to explain to them that the disesase did not require the administration of antibiotics, just plenty of rest and liquids and paracetamols is enough. Of course doctor, have to be more than able to explain the matter to the patients and that requires a great communication skills.

What can a patient do then? other than educating themselves, patients are also having the rights to have the proper explanations from the doctor and finally do not judge the doctor based on what medication that they give you or how long does it takes to recover.

As a final notes, I will say that prevention is better than care thus live your life healthily and love your vessels, you can't actually change them anytime if you have trouble.

Cheers