I stir the pot, fix the holes, and observe the reality as it is. Propagandist for hire.

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Happy birthday to you mum

Added on by Ridzki.

The holder of my blood. The holder of my flesh.

The holder of everything I own from this world.

The most important person in life and yet, here I am causing you pain.

Forgiveness I beg, along with your acceptance of me.

Happy birthday to you, wishing you all the best of the world can offers.

Exhausting

Added on by Ridzki.

I'm tired OK, too tired, and I've come to realization that age is not just a number, If people said they could enjoy life in their oldies I doubt that and I doubt it as well when people said that the older they get the wiser they are. Looking back to my life then and now, all I wanted is just to life with people who understand, in a world where our hearts could speak louder than our tongues, in a world where hypocrisy could not be covered by clothing alone, in a world where shallowness is just there as a reading materials and entertainments and none of characteristics possessed by human.

I wish there is someplace like that, so that I wouldn't wish for my eternal rest once in every time now.

Cheers

---------------- Now playing: Klaxons - Magick

There is darkness that is never been touched

Added on by Ridzki.

Tonight he said "Take me out, anywhere I don't care."

"Because they themselves never care."

"Because I want to see love, I wanted to see light."

"And if I die tonight, I don't care."

"As long as it is with you, then the pleasure is mine."

Tomorrow he fell silent

Like the sun melts the cold.

Like people taken their morning toll.

Like him, who is buried deep

Only him.

For one celebrates death only by himself.

---------------- Inspired by The Smiths-There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

Tales of silent scream

Added on by Ridzki.

My life had left me in a sad realization, Where everything was false and nothing was ever right

But nothing could be done

Because nothing was worth it

Because it's just making me suffer more

Because it would left me confined in a room that had no doors nor windows

In the end I couldn't take it, I scream loudly in silence

Begging people to save me, if they could hear and see

the folly of youths

Added on by Ridzki.

betrayals gossips

loves

cheats

emotions

arrogances

unappreciative

premature actions

but when we looked back, we are not just seeing how silly it was but also how lively life was.

Recipe at the end of the month

Added on by Ridzki.

Bless the guy who invented instant noodle for he/she had already helped million of people, students especially during the hardest time of their life, at the end of the month, where the allowances had run dry and part time jobs were nowhere nearby. A little money in the wallet, however, could make an dramatic escape from the noodles appendages, and with the help from your housemate appliances and seasonings, I could get a nice and decent meal for last night;

dinner

I know it does not look nice but what the heck, my capitalistic stomach needed food and here I was faced with one, so I ate my way to my stir fry tomato beef with potato omelet, and I never looked back again.

The next morning still captivated by my newfound skill to make food, I would then make my own American breakfast, without bacon but with stir fry beef as a replacement, and the results:

american breakfast

However tonight, the instant noodle caught me.

Cheers

---------------- Now playing: Asobi Seksu - New Years

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Added on by Ridzki.

taste of broken glass imperfect tales.

swirling around us

like watching water dries

It's that time again

Added on by Ridzki.

It's the time to have our routinely habit again, to have our way in which society expected us to be, to become a slave of modern society and wages. Have a good day everyone

Cheers

Isolation

Added on by Ridzki.

Some people came, some people go Some people care, some don't

Nobody really stayed

While I'm still here

In isolation

Cheers

What a night

Added on by Ridzki.

Flood on 14th floor, and no mate, i'm not telling any jokes nor that i'm drunk. It's one hell of a night and days to come. So this is the chronological order:

12 A.M. : Was watching movie in my laptop while chatting with my friends.

12.05 A.M. : My foot feels wet,  went to the toilet and turn off the water source there only to realize that the living room was full of water as well.

12.10 A.M. : Looking for mop, Thina came in to my unit and called someone asking them to turn off some stuff. I looked outside my unit the area is full with water, ankle deep.

12.15 A.M. : Called Hagen and tell him the story, mobilization  begin.

12.45 A.M. : Electricity has been turn off because fear of electrocution. Anarchy break loose, students blame on the warden by yelling profanities.

1.15 A.M. : Condition stabilized, water is not running out from the reservoir anymore.

1.35 A.M. : Power went back on, still leaving the elevator down.

I still did not know about what exactly causing the flood, just fortunately most of our stuff is in intact condition but the water had already reached inside the room if the situation was not to be handled sooner probably I'll be having hypothermia and diarrhea now.

Cheers

creeps

Added on by Ridzki.

 

it was magnificent, and somehow give the impression of the dark side of the soul

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrFKu3xwTlQ]

cheers

whew

Added on by Ridzki.

i thinks it's going to take a long time to master this. cheers